Showing posts with label beauty. Show all posts
Showing posts with label beauty. Show all posts

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

Inclination



Inclination

It’s like a tilt in a specific direction that beckons to me to see deeply; it hinges on a primal thirst for Darkness
This feeds the eyes like fluid that ensues clarity; I then can ride The Darkness like a chariot in conquest
Cloaked in it...flowing as it; unbridled in a thick propensity of effect and yet, I surface and am drawn to this
Remnant like a swatch, faded still, like an old rug in an old house in an old time; I want to tear it up but....
It’s not mine; it was at some time but, no longer yet, I want to show where it is torn and frayed; coming apart
From the very start; unraveling like a poorly written plot with so many holes that I forgot to start to mark them
Dizzying in the inconsistencies hinged on falsified treatments of untruths; dots that can never be connected
For there are no points of origin for the flagrant testaments of man and his ideological dream work
Would I be just to say “Hey, these books; ancient graphic novels are comics and relief of the times grown old?”
Would that be too bold? “And these stone monoliths on stolen ground wherein lies are found are unsound”
How would that sound? Just because it was made doesn’t make it real; when souls you steal away to prey on
And how fear was spawn about the very dawn of existence: The Darkness; I have been inclined to correct this
It rises through my eyes as I realize the millions of horrors placed upon land and man because of delusional Tales that left trails of death unanswered and truth unrequited to this day they play with guns in hand in fields of
The Sands of time; blind in their faith, blind to the industrial-religious game being played with toy soldiers
That bleed with no heed taken for human life; like pawns playing out an age old game of chess by kings
If I’d be that still small voice in the wilderness I would awaken those with bloodlust democratic cause
And psychotic religious laws and simply say stop and drop the guns, look what your war has done
Yet, my inclination is not set on purpose or cause nor has it anything to do with wars or laws
I am driven towards the apparent; that which is feared or ignored, I explore, and open the doors to freedom
And make seen that which we have been convinced that we shouldn’t see; the apparent unseen beckons to me
And all shall be revealed as I speak freely; to this, it can be ripped away, for slightly under the surface
It decays, everything that the doctrines say; it now flakes away and rhetoric of coming days to promote craze
2012 is a beveled attempt to circumvent the inevitable shifting paradigm; to create a rift in this gift
Of awareness as the wool is pulled over the eyes of mankind; the truth lies, it clouds the mind, makes it blind
To see reality because of the distracting refracting stories that fill the air with fear and light creating shadows
Everywhere; love and light to make you feel alright when you are not; some light work is not work at all
It is fluff, around inane stuff, creating spiritual powder puffs; people running off to die in the light
That someone else shines. I’ve delved into the Darkness of self and found Nothing Else that matters
As the mirrors of false selves shatter in the illusionary ride of false pride and footprints by your side
Wake up; it’s all made up; feeding you false hope so that you can cope, as bad as alcohol and dope!
Damn it, it is all inside; it is you and what you are inclined to do and not a thing that they have shown to you
If you take it all away; anything that you have heard them say, what is left? For me it was Nothing...
Maybe for you it is something else; for me it was the Darkness of/in my depth. When you dig what do you get?
What are you inclined to; what is coursing through you? What are you neglecting to do? What is deep within?
Where are you truly going? And are you being mislead without you even knowing? The trick is not to turn
Until you learn to listen from within to what you are truly saying; I speak not of the voices in your head
But, the Silent Whisper instead, by which your inclination is led from its primal depth to be integrated yet
To be the artist that paints clearly the things that we thought we didn’t see...and s/he so effortlessly make seen
The calligrapher with the unseen stroke like the samurai with closed eyes; where discipline strives and time
Subsides so that the strides of the warrior are clear and complete to a place where no one else can compete
This-there-then is where inclination begins and the artist/warrior never ends the path to personal excellence
And the relevance of inexplicable depth realized through the eyes of projected pristine expression therein

Saturday, October 24, 2009

The Joy and Wonderment of Nothing at All



The Joy and Wonderment of Nothing at All

I am not one to wax sweet or fair on any of things but there are times when I am inclined to soft words as such
And at once asked to speak on the Joy and Wonderment of it all-it too befalls on Nothing at all; in all profundity
And I, in not being; seeing and feeling all that is swept through the I/Eye of my needle as I use this fabric...
Is Magic; the sheer impossibility of experiencing anything as Nothing beguiles me for I am but a transparency
Clearly defined by my own mind; albeit refined, it is nowhere to be found, it isn’t anything at all and I even less
One must employ the impress on the potentiality of Nothingness and be impressed by the sweetness of canvas
To be able to deploy and execute; create and release, as the product rides through thee, as thee, must give pause,
For us to applaud the experience in brevity of life and death, yes, it has come and is done in the same breath
And in that hairbreadth; to divine the complexity, depth, and fullness of taste and epiphany in exhaled release
So brief, yet it is all there and simultaneously it has never really happened and so it seems; less than a dream
Yet, I can peer into Eternity and have lived forever and experienced everything over and over again; many ways
And I choose this exquisite simplicity and effortless ease so that I can feel it all pass through my tender release
And sigh a life passes me by. I hear people say “How could you sleep during the day?” Nothing Ever Happens!
What then is there to miss in it? What new is there to see in the Academy of Things? Have you done something-
Have I missed something? If I could share the benign peace and unlimited joy of not...I would....Alas
There is Nothing to share...so here...can you feel the fullness in this emptiness; taste its vacant nectar?
Nothing to hold, save; the passing clarity; are you soft to bare the weight of it or do you carry the self along?
The caged human bird is dead to song carrying that embroidered basket (the head) all the day long
Are we not the mind? No we are not
Are we not the body? No we are not
Are we not the spirit? No we are not
Are we not the soul? No we are not
Are we.........? No we are.....Not a thing at all for we are Nothing at all; a potential bridge to the manifest and yet
Not at all. Knowing this allows me to rest in peace, for the rest of the pieces fit right into place; to know this
That I don’t exist and I am creating my experience; buying into programs/games and cashing out betwixt frames
Reading the codes of the Mainframe; it’s all the same; Macrocosm/Microcosm. Awareness is joy but, I know
That I am its toy! And the Wonderment is how did it do all of this from a single kiss; one movement...
An Infinite Breath and to still feel it moving through me and around me is simply splendid; albeit illusion
Rendered still; the movement amazes me, the stillness envelopes me; and then the sheer screen; my movie plays
On and on, anon; the joy of being a player in this, choosing character and set and all that I, as Director, beget
And oh what wonder and surprise as I await the next ride that I hide from myself so as to be in awe of it all
I have nothing short of glee to be here even though my demeanor may be interpreted as other wise to it all
The boy inside does ride the coaster of life; playing the game from inside and watches through the eyes
Of the machine that I have re-designed to explore this Universal mechanism; the ins and outs of it as I release it
To the illusion that it is; what then is anything but a dream or fantasy of what we want to have or be?
And so then is the desire that is put there like an instinctual draw of hunger to feed on what we think we need
Glory be to all of it in heed; do not all things call us to our inevitable death and undeniable depth?
Yet, if we acquiesce this death/depth we move beyond these patterns set in motion by so curious an awareness
Of what could be; did it not take into account the little things that may want to survive a longer time?
Or the glitch in the system that always has vision beyond; that creates another song or desire to destroy
Its Maker; I may just like this way too much and not that it is even necessary; for I move beyond the very
Essence; through the deepest pit of it, then beyond it and release my arrow through it; as I an purged from it
What joy and I wonder if it knows on some level what I have done in the death of the one to revisit....none?